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[Spam, Day 4]
[Locked in the infirmary by Bucky, Mason spent most of the last two days of the Barge nonsense in various stages of detox, slowly being weaned off the drugs permeating in his system. He's not especially aware for most of it, alternatively giving out random mumbles or hysterical, clownish laughter. This gives eventual way to sobs once he comes crashing down into the deep pit of memory, and it certainly doesn't help to see one of his own victims in the same room not three beds away.
By the time the Barge has been restored to normal - and him along with it - Mason makes his escape in the middle of the night]
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I'm.
[Gut-wrenchingly sorry? In a shocked state of guilt? Absolutely miserable and in hiding?]
Awake.
Alive and awake.
I've decided I do not deserve a rabbit at this time.
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[He doesn't return to his cabin. Mason finds his way to the gardens instead, and doesn't have the vaguest awareness that they're laid out differently now. He wanders inside the greenhouse, and finds a nice overhung bush to crawl under. It feels a bit like camping, really, if he closes his eyes.
He stays there a good chunk of the rest of the week]
[Locked in the infirmary by Bucky, Mason spent most of the last two days of the Barge nonsense in various stages of detox, slowly being weaned off the drugs permeating in his system. He's not especially aware for most of it, alternatively giving out random mumbles or hysterical, clownish laughter. This gives eventual way to sobs once he comes crashing down into the deep pit of memory, and it certainly doesn't help to see one of his own victims in the same room not three beds away.
By the time the Barge has been restored to normal - and him along with it - Mason makes his escape in the middle of the night]
[Text]
I'm.
[Gut-wrenchingly sorry? In a shocked state of guilt? Absolutely miserable and in hiding?]
Awake.
Alive and awake.
I've decided I do not deserve a rabbit at this time.
[Spam]
[He doesn't return to his cabin. Mason finds his way to the gardens instead, and doesn't have the vaguest awareness that they're laid out differently now. He wanders inside the greenhouse, and finds a nice overhung bush to crawl under. It feels a bit like camping, really, if he closes his eyes.
He stays there a good chunk of the rest of the week]
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Date: 2014-07-30 01:55 am (UTC)private
Date: 2014-07-30 01:56 am (UTC)No, Buck, I am afraid me and the infirmary did not see eye to eye, as it were. Very disagreeable on the digestion.
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Date: 2014-07-30 01:59 am (UTC)Are you safe?
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:04 am (UTC)For a short while, she doesn't say a thing; she just sits down beside him and carefully unplugs herself from her machine, slipping the nose tube off with a deep breath. She's not smiling, she's not even sure she's happy to see him. She doesn't know exactly what he's done, only by hearsay, but he's camped out in here for a reason. Probably a good one.
Cosima's hands fold on her map after she twists off the oxygen tank, peering at Mason with a flat and very serious kind of look. ]
You know - You can't hide in here forever.
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:06 am (UTC)No?
You name me a reason why I can't. Practically no one comes in here.
[He has no idea of knowing that for sure. It's not even true.]
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:13 am (UTC)[ She repeats in that kind of scientist tone, eyeing him over and finally just giving his fingers a long look as he draws away. ] Dolphins have forty-four chromosomes as opposed to humans' forty-six. Dolphins are practically humans.
[ She does smile a little, wryly. ]
I came in here.
[ She pauses a beat, folding her arms. ]
Imagine if Poison Ivy showed up, you'd be screwed.
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:07 am (UTC)You weren't to know. He sits very still and blends very well when he's meditating. ...he only has spells of neon like aftershocks very briefly and far between, now that he's been cured.
But the bush cracking one yellow eye in confusion is probably a good clue that Mason is not quite alone.]
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:10 am (UTC)Reaching up, he pulls a few leaves off the bush that shelters him]
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:12 am (UTC)(no subject)
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Date: 2014-07-30 02:12 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2014-07-30 02:13 am (UTC)I would have killed a bunny if there had been one.
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Date: 2014-07-30 10:26 am (UTC)Something twists in her chest, as she reads Mason's message.]
I'm not sure how he got to you. Maybe that part was your fault. But everything that happened after - that wasn't you.
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Date: 2014-07-30 11:12 am (UTC)It was my fault.
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Date: 2014-07-30 11:21 am (UTC)He used you. That's what he does. Learn from it, but don't beat yourself up.
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Date: 2014-07-30 12:24 pm (UTC)i need you to come see me. at once.
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Date: 2014-07-30 12:25 pm (UTC)[text/private]
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Date: 2014-07-30 04:38 pm (UTC)Don't beat yourself up too much.
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Date: 2014-07-30 04:38 pm (UTC)[text]
Date: 2014-07-30 04:49 pm (UTC)He's good at that. If he's got your back, you're going to be fine.
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Date: 2014-07-31 01:26 am (UTC)He's been where Mason is right now. Hell he's still there. Guilt is a heavy burden to bear.]
A rabbit might help.
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Date: 2014-07-31 02:02 am (UTC)I am sorry. About the..trying to hurt you parts.
I don't see how it would. I'd only hurt it accidentally-on-purpose the next time I do something that fucks everything up.
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Date: 2014-08-01 05:39 am (UTC)I'm sorry.
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Date: 2014-08-01 04:07 pm (UTC)You're the sorry one?
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